“The Time He Desires” ACLU Donation Made!

Hey guys! Remember how FurPlanet and I decided to donate proceeds from sales of “The Time He Desires” to the ACLU to help fight gross stuff like the Muslim ban and lots of other terrible threats happening in the country? We got the sales receipts together and they totaled very nearly a thousand dollars! So Fuzzwolf rounded up and today we were absolutely thrilled to send a $1,000 donation to the ACLU.

Thank you, everyone who bought a book or who spread the word about it. Thanks to all of you donating independently to the ACLU or any other group fighting to keep our country free and equal. This is a nice gesture but the fight keeps going.

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Tower and the Fox at AC! (also ROAR 8)

If you are heading to AnthroCon this weekend, have a great time! You will not see me there, but you can purchase my newest novel, The Tower and the Fox, with Laura Garabedian’s lovely artwork (she will also be at AC; go say hi to her and get her to sign your book!) from the FurPlanet table. And while you’re there, check out ROAR 8, which has a story of mine in it (“Personal History”) that I’m quite proud of, which is in fact the story illustrated on the cover by BlackTeagan.

If you’re NOT heading to AnthroCon, you can still get in on the book action. The link above goes to FurPlanet; you can also pre-order it RIGHT NOW on Amazon. Regardless of where you get it, leaving a review on Amazon is super helpful, especially to this first-in-a-series book under a different name. The more notice it gets, the more we’ll be able to build on that for the next one.

Thank you guys for checking the books out, and have a great AC! I’ll make it back one of these years.

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New book: The Tower and the Fox

Tower and the Fox Cover

Coming in July, the beginning of a new fantasy series! The series is called “The Calatians,” and the first book is The Tower and the Fox.

(Aside: If you get my newsletter, you already know about this book and have read excerpts from it!)

I’ve been working on this book for some seven years, which is a record for me unless I dig up one of my trunk novels and try to publish that (spoiler: my trunk novels would need to be rewritten and no, that is not happening). What happened was that I started writing this story, and then it got too big and became two books, and then there wasn’t a lot happening in the first book so I got dissatisfied with it and shelved it, and then one friend said, “You can write better now than you did when you wrote that,” and so I started from scratch and rewrote the whole thing (keeping a few passages I really liked), which is also by the way what I’m doing now with the second book. Along the way I had an idea for a sequel, which became the third book when the first one split and then became the fourth book when another friend made an offhand comment after reading the new draft of the first and I realized I needed another book between 2 and 3. So that’s how a book becomes a four-book series.

The book takes place around Prince George’s College of Sorcery in the Royal Colony of Massachusetts Bay in 1815, which means that yes, there is magic and the American Revolution has not (yet) happened. Kip Penfold, one of a race of animal-people called Calatians created by magic four hundred years before, is trying to become the first of his kind to enroll in the college and become a sorcerer. The opportunity has arisen for him because of a mysterious attack that decimated the ranks of the College and made them desperate for new students. Even so, not everyone is on board with this, not many of the sorcerers, his classmates, nor even the rest of the Calatians in the nearby town of New Cambridge where he grew up. The Tower and the Fox follows Kip’s quest to be accepted as apprentice to one of the sorcerers at the College while preserving his relationships with his community and while surrounded by the mystery of who attacked the College and whether–when–it will happen again.

Kip is a fox (of course) and his best friend Coppy is an otter. Also enrolling at the college are Emily Carswell, the first woman to enroll in a College of Sorcery, and several other students who will offer Kip grief or support throughout the few months leading up to the decision about an apprenticeship. Along the way he will find a mysterious book that nobody else can read and a voice that speaks to him from the ancient White Tower that was the only building spared in the attack, in addition to more practical mysteries such as “is there anything another student can do to him that would actually result in them being punished?”

The Tower and the Fox is coming out not by Kyell Gold, but under my SF publishing name for a number of reasons. First of all, I’ve published a few short stories under that name and people know me; it’d be nice to have a novel to go along with those stories. Second, I think the Calatians series is more accessible to F/SF readers than much of my furry stuff, so even though it still qualifies as furry, it feels not quite as furry as Kyell’s books and it’s worth keeping that separation. People who like one of my author names can find the other without TOO much trouble at this point. Third, there’s no sex in it.

It’s being published by FurPlanet, coming out at AC, so you’ll be able to find it at their table there, and online soon after. E-book version coming soon, etc. etc. The cover and interior art is all by the amazing Laura Garabedian.

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The Naming of Foxes

I have a guest blog post up at Entropy Magazine about fursonas, pseudonyms, and suchlike. It’s one of the first places I publicly link my real name and this one, and I talk about the experience of becoming someone else as well as telling people how great furry fandom is (again).

(I’m being more open about my real name partly because I don’t care as much now, but also because “The Tower and the Fox” is coming out under that real name, so I want to make sure that my fans know that that’s also my book. I anticipate having to answer that question a lot. 🙂 )

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X-Phobia: The word(s) and the myths

Preview: the views below are intended to help people try to have constructive discussions around prejudice, and to learn how to understand other people so we can all share our experience. It’s kinda long, talks about prejudice, and insists on established definitions of a few words that people often either use or interpret incorrectly.

Part of the problem with the way any kind of X-phobia or X-ist term gets thrown around the Internet is that people aren’t working off the same definitions. In a lot of cases, people shift definitions around to suit their causes, but I think the majority of cases are just people who have one definition in their heads, and nobody bothers to explain what these words actually mean.

(By which I mean that people have many times attempted to explain this, but if I’ve learned anything from the Internet, it’s that there is always someone who won’t see something until the tenth or hundredth time you say it.)

So here goes.

To be perfectly clear to start here, X-phobia stands in for transphobia, homophobia, etc., not arachnophobia, triskaidekaphobia, or any other clinical pathological fear. X-ist stands for racist or sexist, not dentist, anthropologist, or any other profession. We’re talking about conditions that make people uncomfortable with other demographic groups, or behaviors that cause harm to those groups.

First myth: “X-phobia means you hate/fear every X person.”

Here’s Wikipedia on transphobia: “Transphobia is a range of negative attitudes and feelings toward transgender or transsexual people, or toward transsexuality.”

And homophobia: “Homophobia encompasses a range of negative attitudes and feelings toward homosexuality or people who are identified or perceived as being lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender (LGBT).”

Note the important word in both definitions: “range.” Of course there are those frothing bigots who want all gays put in concentration camps; they’re homophobes. But then there’s also the guy who says, “I have no problem with gay people as long as I don’t have to see two dudes holding hands or kissing.” That’s a homophobic statement too. Or the person who says, “It’s perfectly fine for them to have those relationships, but I don’t think they should be allowed to adopt children.” In transphobia, you have: “As far as I’m concerned, whatever biology you were born with is your gender, period.” (Why do you get to define someone else’s identity for them?) Even a comment like “hey, if we can just identify as whatever we want, can I identify as rich?” is transphobic. It’s attempting to make a joke by trivializing the serious identity struggle that trans people go through, and it’s propagating a belief–that gender transition is a whimsical choice rather than something deeply felt for years, that there’s no professional counseling involved, that someone could just wake up one day and think “I want to be a different gender, or maybe neither, or both.” That’s as pernicious as the old saw about people choosing to be gay. That belief is what leads people to propose laws about what bathroom trans people can use, laws that actually harm people and make life more difficult for them.

All of these things encompass X-phobia. If someone says, “Hey, that comment you made is X-phobic,” it’s not constructive to say, “No; I don’t hate X people.” That’s not (necessarily) what you’re being accused of. You’re being told that your comment exposes some underlying misunderstanding of what this group’s experience is and/or reinforces prejudices. Here’s the thing: we don’t often know what our prejudices are until we examine them, and we often don’t examine them until someone calls us out on them. We inherit our understanding of the world from our parents and shape it with our friends, and if none of our friends include someone from X group, it’s easy to hold on to prejudices we don’t even realize we had.

So when someone points out a problem with a comment you made, they’re giving you an opportunity to learn. It’s constructive to say, “Whoa. I totally didn’t get that. Can you tell me what I did wrong?” Or “Wow, yeah, that was years ago and I was dumb then. I’m really sorry about that.” Are the people pointing out problems always right? Nah. But it’s also not constructive to run back to YOUR friends to ask “is this really X-phobic?” because they’re the ones who helped shape your worldview in the first place. If you really want to expand your world, listen to the people who are offering their advice.

Second myth: “I have X friends! I can’t be X-ist” (and the associated “therefore nothing I say is X-ist!”)

I thought we got rid of this back when it was “hey, some of my best friends are black.” Again: X-ist doesn’t mean you hate all X. When you befriend someone, you see them as a person; all the things that make up their identity are there, but they’re your friend first. And so your friend becomes the exception in your mind. Maybe you start saying “hey, my friend has surpassed this stereotype so why can’t all X people?” Maybe your default is still to believe that all X people are a certain way until you meet and get to know them. Or maybe you just haven’t talked to your friend about these beliefs, about their experience being a member of this group, so you feel like the simple fact that you enjoy the company of one person in this group means that you can say anything about them. Trust me: you can’t.

Third myth: “Hey, this one X person said that comment isn’t offensive, therefore it’s not X-ist.”

This one gets trotted out a lot. Republicans are very good at finding African-American conservatives to speak out against affirmative action, a program which has helped many minority candidates get an education or an opportunity denied to them by systemic racism in our private sector and educational system. The Washington, D.C. football franchise often highlights one of the fifteen percent of Native Americans who aren’t offended by their name (the percentage varies according to what poll and what year you’re looking at). But look: just because you can find one person who isn’t offended doesn’t mean that the twenty people who are offended are wrong. Is there some important truth behind your remark or behavior that supersedes the right of those people to feel like accepted members of society? It’s kind of like when a magazine writes, “Furry fandom is all about sex” (this was more common in the 90s than it is now), and they get that one furry to say, “yeah, pretty much everything I do in the fandom is sexual.” So…the rest of us should shut up about that comment because there’s at least one person who says it’s okay?

The counterargument is “What if there’s just one person who objects to everything? Should we listen to them?” I’m talking common sense here. What’s acceptable in society is constantly changing, and what’s acceptable in one community might not be acceptable in another; what’s acceptable in your community today might be different from what was acceptable five or ten years ago. If you want to keep hanging out in a community, listen to what its members are telling you. Doesn’t mean that every time a single person complains about something you say that you have to change it. But as I said above, when you get close to one of these sensitive areas, it’s always worth examining the things you say and do in public. You might come away thinking, “nah, those people are over-reacting.” But you might also say, “you know what, I still don’t see it, but I’m gonna take their word for it and try harder to understand.”


Look, ultimately all I’m saying is that if someone tells you that you’re speaking/acting with prejudice, if they say you’ve said something X-phobic or X-ist, don’t snap back that you’re not a bad person. Take it as a chance to prove you’re not by examining the words you say and the beliefs that drive them. It’s hard to put aside beliefs you’ve had for years without questioning, but the longer you put it off, the harder it gets. And if you start, if you make that initial effort, you’ll find it easier and easier to go on, and you’ll be open to a new world built on a more solid foundation. I’ve had that experience and it didn’t kill me. It won’t kill you either, and it might make the world a better place.

(And also, if you’re trying to show someone that what they’re saying/doing IS X-phobic/X-ist, don’t wield those words like clubs. Be patient, be reasonable, and try to separate the statement from the person. “Your statement is transphobic” is a lot easier to start a conversation with than “you’re a transphobe.”)

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Me @ TFF

Hey! I’m going to be at Texas Furry Fiesta this weekend, and below is a short list of my panels. When I’m not in a panel, chances are I’ll be around FurPlanet or Rukis’s table in the dealer’s room, where I will be happy to sign things for y’all!

Friday 8:30 pm Write Now!

–Jakebe and I will talk about the structure of short stories and then you will have time to start a short story of your own! Bring something to write with!
Friday 9:30 pm Adult Writing 101

–The old standby. Me and Sasuke and Rechan will talk about what goes into a good furry erotica story.

Sat 12n RAWR Year Two

–Alkani Serval and I will talk about the first furry residential writing workshop, our experiences in year one, the status for year two, and our hopes for the future.
Sat 3:30 pm Publisher Q&A

–I suspect Rechan and I will mostly listen to Fuzzwolf, one of the actual publishers from FurPlanet, talk about publisher stuff. If people want to talk about publishing e-books, I can talk about that, I guess.
Sat 4:30 pm Storytelling in Different Mediums

–I’m excited about this one, sitting with Rukis and Vahn Fox to talk about stories in prose, graphic novels, and video games.

Sun 1 pm Knotsheathed

–This is the panel I’m most looking forward to, because I get to sit down with Fuzzwolf and talk about anything we want for like an hour. Also there will be some dazzling tech stuff from Carrizo KitFox!
Sun 2:30 pm Scene Building

–Rechan and I will talk about how to construct a scene, if I still have a voice left after an hour podcast.
Sun 3:30 pm Novel Writing

–Interested in writing a novel? Having trouble with your manuscript? I’ll talk about novels and structure and will be happy to take your questions. This one is just me, so please come and keep me company!

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Green Fairy tie-in story

To celebrate the release of Twelve Sides in print, and also because I haven’t posted a story in forever, I thought I’d post the story about Henri from Green Fairy to FA. Twelve Sides has eleven more stories, technically only ten of which are about characters from existing works (the other is an original story based on prompts). So if you like my books and are looking for a little more about some of the characters in them, read “The Elusion of Truth” and then check out the collection!

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“Twelve Sides” Paperback Available!

Last year I published an e-book only collection of the short stories I wrote for my Patreon, called “Twelve Sides.” This year I decided to try out Amazon’s new print program with that book. So if you want a print copy of “Twelve Sides,” you can get it at Amazon now! This is the first time I’ve done this so I’m interested to hear about the quality of the books. And if you’d like to get them signed, you have time to order them before coming to TFF and seeing me there. 🙂

Also, international folks! I’m curious how the shipping works for you, like, is Amazon printing these locally, are they available in all the countries, etc. Especially if you’re coming to FurDU…

As with the e-book on sale at Amazon, I did not include all six of the illos in the original e-book (on sale at baddogbooks.com and other furry sites). The major retailer e-books have two illos; the print version has three, because I decided to add back in one that isn’t quite as explicit. Hopefully it’ll be okay.

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“Over Time” Bonus Story coming soon!

Because you guys bought up a thousand copies (and more) of Over Time (thank you so much, you guys are awesome!), I’m writing a short bonus story that will be posted for free on my FA and SoFurry sites sometime in March probably.

But if you’d like a sneak preview, you could sign up for my mailing list before Monday: http://bit.ly/kyellmail. It goes out once a month and your email address isn’t used for any other purpose. You get info on all my projects coming up and writing tips every month, as well as sneak peeks at stories I’m working on. So if you’ve ever wondered when a new book is coming out…or been surprised to see a new title…here’s your solution. 🙂

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Oscar Time: Why Moonlight Should Win

…though it still probably won’t.

I’ve now seen all nine Best Picture nominees, and here’s my ranking of them (in tiers). This is based on an assessment of the film’s craft, not how much I liked it (*).

At the bottom is the “flawed film that I guess a bunch of people thought was interesting,” namely “Hacksaw Ridge.” The “flawed film with great performances” tier has in it “Fences” and “Lion.” Then there’s the big tier of “really good films but just short of outstanding,” and that’s where “Arrival,” “Hidden Figures,” “Manchester By the Sea,” and “Hell or High Water” land (kind of in that order).

It’s no real surprise that “La La Land” and “Moonlight” are my top two films. They’re the ones most often mentioned as the frontrunners for Best Picture. (I would put “Zootopia” in this category as well, but despite having one more spot, the Academy didn’t put it in the running for Best Pic.) There’s been a lot of ink about “La La Land” and why it should win Best Picture (it’s a beautifully shot, well written, outstandingly acted unique vision) and why it shouldn’t (it’s fluffy and not as substantial as some of the other nominees, it’s derivative, it’s a musical for crying out loud), and to some extent I feel like I agree more with the should than the shouldn’t. But the biggest reason I think it shouldn’t win Best Picture is because that would be unfair to the actual best picture (co-best picture) of the year: “Moonlight.”

“Moonlight” isn’t flashy like “La La Land.” It doesn’t have a romantic landscape like “Hell or High Water,” or historical significance like “Hidden Figures.” But it fully realizes its world as well as any of those films, both through its cinematography and through the relationships of the people in it. The movie takes the drug dealer role, which for decades has been a stereotype, and humanizes it in the person of Juan, played by Mahershala Ali, who is the favorite to win the Oscar for his performance.

All three actors who play Chiron are terrific as well, and the direction is incredible especially in that regard. Every performance uses cues from the previous one to keep consistency in the film, leading to little moments where you recognize Chiron from the previous segment. The ambition in the film and the success with which Barry Jenkins realizes it are worthy of recognition.

My particular love, of course, is writing, and the writing in “Moonlight” is outstanding. So many films about gay relationships talk loudly and openly about their relationships and their problems, and this is out of necessity: gay films often saw it as their mission to educate the public about gay relationships and communities. But just as Mahershala Ali’s drug dealer is a real, complex person, so is Chiron a real gay man growing up in a hostile environment. When he talks about his desires, he talks in subtext and in hidden meanings. And the conversations are so well scripted, full of tension and need, that a simple dialogue between two friends has you holding your breath and waiting for what might come next.

The story is necessary, heartbreaking, and very personal, educating without being didactic. It has depth that “La La Land” doesn’t, and while “Moonlight” may not be as bold and unique in its cinematic vision, it has a clearer, deeper messsage. It’s a wonderful movie in all of its aspects. It’s a difficult choice, certainly, but I think it’s the most deserving of the Oscar this year.

(*) My list of the Best Picture nominees (plus the one that should’ve been) in the order of how much I liked them is:

Hell or High Water
La La Land
Hidden Figures
Manchester By The Sea
Hacksaw Ridge

By and large this was a pretty good year for movies. Only “Hacksaw Ridge” I thought was really flawed, and “Fences” had enough great performances that I didn’t mind its staginess and slightly muddled story. And I’m pleased that Rotten Tomatoes’ weighted ratings agree with my top four (and almost my top seven; “Hidden Figures” counts as a 2017 movie in their listing so it’s not in the 2016 best of). https://www.rottentomatoes.com/top/bestofrt/?year=2016

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